Friday 20 December 2013

What you do to be



I've walked the same route to work for almost two years and have memorized many other routes to the shops, flea markets and taxi ranks.  My familiarity with the route means I have switched off, thinking mostly about negotiating traffic and people moving at the same pace as I am.  That feeling of sameness begins to creep into your life and you're eventually walking it.  I feel like Josh Radnor's character, Jesse, in the film Liberal Arts (2012) who feels time passing at what must be a painfully slow pace, with New York city and its people blending into concrete slabs.  That is until an encounter with Zebby, played by Elisabeth Olsen (a student at the university he once attended), who allows him to appreciate his passage into new areas of life, where we age, we cry and we do more than just simply breath while we trudge from one day to the next. Through Zebby, Jesse is introduced to Beethoven and  various other writers of glorious music and grows to love opera music.

Walks through New York City for Jesse become more magical with opera playing as the soundtrack to his encounters with sidewalks and people who appear to be more beautiful and more welcoming then they did before.  I do this on my walks too.  I walk with music filtering through my mind.  Some music makes me feel more adventurous on my 'sameness' walks and there are certain songs which slow down the rushing that all walkers become accustomed to.  I realize that we don't have to keep walking the same routes.  In Liberal Arts, Richard Jenkin's character Professor Peter Hoberg suggests that if we become trapped in places of sameness and redundant patterns we become prisoners.  When we are fearful of changing our routes or being in a space other than what we are accustomed to we retreat as prisoners walking the same path everyday.  This blog is an acceptance of meeting different paths, making all routes interesting and peaking behind doors just a little bit...even if the prospect of change or a different path appearing may seem frightening at first.


The First Steps...

This year I experienced a bit of a battle with completing and successfully submitting a proposal for my Masters thesis in Drama and Performance Studies.  After a few struggles with confidence in writing and honing my study into a specific areas with direction, my work was approved.  Key to this experience was allowing myself to remember what sparked my initial interest in that area of research.  In the thrill of starting a new project we want to routinize and plan to the point where we can find no creative paths into what we're trying to develop.  Too much routine deflates the creative spirit.    

I have this wild dream that I am am going to commit to completing the Santiago de Compostela Pilgrimage.



 I will do the necessary physical preparation and I will pack lightly, but I will remember that it is as much a mental walk as it is a physical walk.  This is just one of the possibilities I'd like to explore with Driftwood Dreamer.  Through this blog I want to write about experiences and encounters through reviews of films, books and live performances; of adventures in my own backyard and places outside of my doorstep, and to offer my perspective on social and current issues.  One of the most important elements of this blog is my creative writing specifically with what I call my monopoems, very close to spoken word, a form I'm falling deeply for especially after coming across...

 Button Poetry




 Hollie McNish



Shane Koyczan



Mark Grist




Will I develop any business ventures out of this experience? That would be an exciting direction to step into.  I am happy to be presented with a few mysteries along the way.  I hope it will continue to take me to very creative paths.  This blog is my creative walk.